And Write

I am pissed off with my own attitude these days.

I've become sickly sensitive and always got myself affected by what people say.

I don't like myself acting like this.

I want to avoid this kind of attitude so badly.

But.

I am not sure.

Well, this is so crazy.

I should fix this.

We should fix this.

The Perfect Sky Is Gone.

Maybe it hasn't been the time yet,

for some people to realise

what you've sacrificed for them,

till one day

they realise they need to sacrifice for you,

then they know that kind feeling that you have.

It hurts me, all the time.

But guess that's the risk I shall take.

The risk to go against my own principle.

With hope,

it will all be worth it.

Only just a dream?

And I just realised that some things can't be attained in mass.

I shall be alone, in achieving what I want.

Because some people just pull me away from my dreams,

for them to achieve theirs.

Not a partner in dancing, oh well.

Cause when you don't get a thing that you want the most,

you might get something that you need the most.

I am learning to accept this fact.

You might also want to learn that.

Thank you in advance.

In the midst of the exam

Well,

while preparing for le exam,

me and Muz had such a wonderful conversation

on wedding.

Well, this was due to the Raikan Cinta video that we watched.

And we planned our weddings.

and I wouldn't want the extravaganza one

just a simple but nice wedding.

Then again,

it's a long way to go.

I have two semester of IB to deal with.