Be Kind.

I feel bad for expecting too much.

Oh no, that wasn't the right thing.

I should've reminded myself this.

Be kind.

No matter how bad people treat you,

be kind.

Be kind to everyone.

Because if they were to leave you,

they'll regret that.

Because you've given them kindness.

Something that not everyone can grant them.

So, be kind.

Have Been High when You're Feeling Low

I overthink.

A lot these days.

Then I think again,

this time I put some flavour and spice of wise.

Maybe this happens when I keep on chasing happiness

and forget Allah.

You know when you forget Allah,

He will make you feel sad because only sadness

and difficulties can make His servants closer to Him.

People always forget their Creator when they're happy.

Alhamdulillah.

Thank you Allah, for making me realise.

Where should I stand.

Effort (?)

You were right when you told me

we can't judge someone based on his effort.

Because when he got what he wanted,

he would be effortless.

Indeed.

It's like speaking for yourself.

Everyone does that.

But I would still look at one's effort.

The effort to stay.

Or to make me stay.

Stat-Us

I scrolled down 

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and reminisced 

why did I write certain things;

I've seen so much of happiness and joyfulness in me.

I was a happy girl back then.

Where did all go wrong?

I should have been carefree since before.

And know that this will be the drawback.

Because by the end,

you can't expect happiness come from someone,

it lies within yourself.

Weep

Because at times,

I always feel like 

I've given more,

so much of efforts

to make things work.

And I've always received

something that worth less than that.

Or maybe it was me expecting so much.

And to have high expectation is always my mistake since day 1.