Post-Exam

My last paper was on the 18th of December, Friday

and it was COMP202 paper! 

I was so stressful, depressed because ugh

this was like my killer subject :/

I love my instructor, she's super cool

and with guidance, programming can be e very interesting to do,

but it seems like a very strange world to me.

After the exam, I was so upset

and knowing that I've received some of my grades,

I was more upset.

I've given everything I had,

put 100% effort,

studied damn hard but the grades seem not to reflect my effort,

so I cried.

But a few minutes later,

I realised that I was wrong.

Allah's plan is always the best.

He doesn't judge us based on the results,

but efforts.

I thought I've worked hard enough,

but maybe it's not there yet.

I have to work hard more

and tawakkal to Him.

He will give what's best for me :)

Forgive me, Allah,

for not believing in your plan at first.

:(

I shouldn't be doing that. 

ugh, I am such a bad girl.