Wedding is postponed, till further notice.

It's June,

it should be almost two months before my wedding day

but with all the uncertainties happening,

with the pandemic,

I don't know when will the wedding be now.

I guess it should be postponed till further notice.

All my family members are back in Malaysia,

except for my dad.

His service is still needed in Ashgabat and they don't wanna

replace him with someone else

and the international border is still closed

and Turkmenistan doesn't want to open their airspace too,

so basically he cannot return back.

They said I could opt for 

online nikah via skype or whatever

but lol I ain't getting married without my dad!

I'm kinda sad in a way that we have to postpone 

an event that we've planned for a year.

But I'm also glad it happens 

1. before I print my wedding invitation

2. before we buy doorgifts

3. before we pay an amount of money for the food

Although many deposits have been made but at this point of time,

I guess every wedding is postponed,

everyone is facing almost the same problems as I do.

I'm glad I don't have to deal with so many parties

as most of the things are handled by my wedding planner

and they're super cooperative.

They even came to my house,

to check on me,

to discuss on further actions

and to basically to comfort me 

because they know that I could be overwhelmed by the situation.

But I still proceed with my wedding dress,

just in case if my dad returns earlier,

if government allows gathering for more than 20 pax.

At this point,

I'm hoping and praying for the best.

Please pray for me too, okay?

Thank you <3