My Raya Storiesss

Well, obvly every raya paints its own story

and this time, I feel that Ramadhan leaves me sooner,

and it's sad.

Because Ramadhan is like a friend,

you might see her today, but not tomorrow.

Exactly like how I feel today,

when Mimi is leaving to New Zealand

and thank God I gotta have iftar with her last week.

I am a bit emotional today,

because I jut got back from visiting 

my great-grandparents' graves.

I felt like it's just yesterday

they cooked for me,

but it's already 7 years.

Gosh, I miss them.

They're really good people,

died on Friday and in the month of Ramadhan.

May Allah bless them,

and how I wish to leave this world

on Friday and in Ramadhan too.

Like kak Syasya said,

leaving is easier than to be left.

Guess that's what made me feel sadder.

And receiving a shocking news about a junior's brother's death,

because of car accident;

I mean hm death is coming so near but we can't tell when.

If I die, it'll be a completely different story;

a different path, new beginning etc.

But if someone I love dies,

hm there's no word that can describe my feeling.

Even the thought of it hurts.

*cut*

so my raya story is a bit of everything this year.

This maaaay be my last raya in Malaysia

because I'm leaving to Canada pretty soon.

(Hopefully the visa process is all good, amin)

I baked!

Cookies, cornflakes made, semprit, red velvet,

chocolate moist cake, kek batik, triffle.

I found something that I like,

baking

and mom said my hobby is an expensive hobby,

so maybe I need to find a new one soon.

Ohhhh yeah,

YTN is just so nice because I'm 7k richer a day before raya

and guess what I bought?!

A freaking camera!!!

It's not an investment I would say,

but then again,

it's definitely something I treasure most.

Oh yeah,

you do know how short I am right?

So none of the modelling agency would want

to recruit me as its model,

so I'm testing my modelling skills

this raya too!

Here're some pictures! Tehee

Raya Day 1
(Baju Kurung + Songket, light blue and emerald green shawl,
just to make it contrast a bit tho)

Fantastic 4 back on track

My beautiful family :)

6+my grandparents

3 gadis pingitan

third day raya #ootd

more of us :)

3rd day of raya #ootd

intai-intai tapi orang PD tak sampai lagi...
(4th day of raya #ootd)