Last night was the night when I became the saddest person alive.
There's a bit of exaggeration.
I read,
all those stories that I wrote during my senior year in high school.
And can't believe it,
I sounded so emotional and ambitious at the same time.
Yeah, things happened.
Experiences could be the best teacher.
Peter Pan once said,
growing up is a threat.
Because when you grow up,
you build this one element called
egoism.
You think you're just so matured to make everything right.
You'll build the negative attitude called
over thinking.
You feel like the world is on your shoulder.
And when you grow up,
you tend to fall in love and it hurts.
Because it's better to love, rather than falling in love.
And that could be a major distraction in life.
Because you're blinded and everything seems so happy
and you tend to forget where you stand.
But a good friend of mine once said,
love is involuntary, like hatred.
As much as you choose to stay away from it,
you will realise one day that
it just happened,
without you knowing it.
Therefore,
there's a part of you called brain
will come to help.
Because brain will rationalise your heart's decision.
As for now,
I choose to...
Well, I can't decide either.
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