I am scared

I am scared when people are mad at me,
at times I can be very childish,
so I tend to take everything so lightly,
but in fact, it matters most to everyone else.

I am scared of losing someone
I love for the mistakes I've made,
because sometimes I take everything so seriously
and get hurt over silly stuff.

I am scared, it makes me cry.
And today,
I cry so badly.

I have never cried and sobbed till that extent of weeping.

It's all because I'm scared.