I am going to Canada!

27/8/2015 | 11.30am
Narita, Tokyo!

So, I am here, for 10 hours, because I have to take the connecting flight to Toronto, for idk another how many hours journey.

Yesterday was damn tough for me tho.
I cried an ocean! I just can’t stop crying and the feeling was terrible, and worse than what I felt when I had to register for ssp in 2008.

I am the homesick kinda kid, and my homesick is the worst among my siblings and I’m the eldest.

I wonder, why tho. Haha but anyhow, I feel better now, slightly. Because the 7 hours flight was filled with malas-nak-fikir-so-i-sleep, and when I was awake, I cried.

I brought my favourite jersey on plane and it made me cry more. Lol.

I was so terharu looking at the people who came to send me off, my family and friends and I was nervous because of two things.

1. I will be going to Canada, not going to see my family for a year.
2. Qim will meet my dad for the first time!

Second one went well, I hope. I hope my dad likes him as much as I do. Even tho my dad would definitely say, long way to go, haha but at least the first stage is done!

One thing about studying abroad, you have to sacrifice your family time, ugh and I’ve been doing that since I was 12.

I hope it will be will be worth it. LONG WAY TO GO! 4 YEARS ARE NOT THAT LONG, KAN? 

I miss my family already.

This time it is worse sebab I cannot go back every weekend!!!!

But good thing is, this is my very first time in Tokyo-o-o

and it doesn't feel like Japan-ish at all. I should spend my coins now. Hm what should I buy…*cheeky face* oh wait, I need to save up to go back to Malaysia hahaha


Okay, I want to continue layan   this boy who misses me a lot :P LAter <3


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