The sky was grey, as if it was mourning after something.
I woke up from a very deep sleep, I didn't hear anything last night,
it was such a beautiful sleep, the sleep I've been waiting for.
I checked my phone, just to double check the date and time.
It felt like I had been sleeping forever.
30 missed calls, some voicemails, 50 text messages.
What happened?
I was so confused.
I didn't have any important thing today,
why?
Curious, confused.
Why?
The missed calls, voicemails, text messages were all from him.
'Is he in trouble?'
I returned his call, he didn't pick up.
I hope he's fine.
He called me back,
in a very worried tone, he asked,
'Are you okay?'
'Yes, why? Are you okay?'
He's worried.
Because no matter how tired I was,
I would still answer the phone and tell him I need more sleep.
I never ignored phone calls before.
This time, his messages were unseen, his phone calls weren't answered.
My last post on instagram last night was about how goodbyes are hard,
the last thing I told him last night -- I miss him so much that I feel like crying.
He's more worried.
I understand.
He's scared, worried if anything bad ever happened to me.
If I were him, I would feel the same too.
But if I were in trouble,
please let everyone that I love knows
to always always keep me in his/her prayer.
And let them know that
I love them so much <3
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