Remember my blog post when I was in my first year?
I was too depressed cause I had no friend lol
I always thought of people refusing to befriend me just because
I'm a hijabist lol
I'm still unsure though,
is Islamophobia in McGill real?
Okay yeah whatevs, cause I really do not care about what people think of me haha
So for the past months, I have been secretly finding ways to make myself happier
after some Islamophobia attack (I've been attacked twice but yeah idc anymore)
To make myself happier...
1. I eat whenever I'm hungry, regardless of time.
I even eat at 11pm lol,
I've stated before, I want to make myself happier not healthier lol!
2. I eat loadssss of chocolate you have no idea!
I once brought 10 kitkat bars to class and this dude even told his friend he felt like stealing one bar from me!
3. I listen to songs that I loveeeeee (but I hardly dance though, cause I spend most of times in the library now, just because I need to study harder lol)
4. If making new friends make me feel happier, I would randomly talk to my classmates (that I never talk to before)
But I feel like being alone and saving my words for something else (like nagging lol) I would just stay quiet and do my own thing.
5. I observe people! OMG You have no idea!! I will notice what people wear, what they do in class, what games they play during the lectures, who focus and who sleep in class. I don't judge them, but I feel very entertained. I feel like I'm more to a people person, not a machine person. Yet, I'm pursuing an engineering degree, great!
6. I watch people's instastories!!! OMG people's lives are very interesting and full of ... colors? People are so unique! I just enjoy watching them! Ofc, the one that I will always always
always view first before anyone else is Vivy Yusof's instastories!
So much love for her!
(inspired me in sooo many ways hehe)
7. Have lunch or dinner with friends!!!! Even though at that particular time of the day, I'm friend-less,
Qim will always be there to teman me makan!
(Okay, please read the other way around, I eat while skyping with Qim, then only I find other friends hahahah)
8. I watch my siblings' instatories! As much as I would feel homesick, I just love it!
At least I could witness them growing and becoming the persons they want to be.
@adlinanazamusa_ she really wants to be a youtuber, has been begging me for a new camera. Help me!
(Aiyo, when they want something, they would ask from Kak Long! Kak Long this, Kak Long that, pengsan!)
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| This is so Ina |
Tell me what makes you happier?
Love, Aliah!
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