describe ten things about me.
Oh well I can't remember them all,
I mean, yeah I know it's me but
I just can't really differentiate
between his descriptions and the real me
because they're all so true!
But I'm impressed
with his 10th point (or 9th, can't remember! ugh)
He said that,
I'm a determined girl But I've changed a bit.
He continued;
Usually I would do something
for the sake of others' happiness
or to satisfy other people
or in a very ugh way to say it is (I hate to admit this);
to please everyone.
But now, I've changed.
I do things to satisfy my inner need,
to feed my soul and most of the time,
because I know this is what Allah wants
me to do.
He's right.
I think I've changed and
I should celebrate my small 'transformation' haha
because now I'm less scared of my future,
and more carefree (not entirely carefree, cause I'm still
that overthinking kind of girl).
I got his point.
He's making a great job at observing *claps*
especially on things I don't expect him to
pay attention to.
(Guys' definition of important is different from girls' y'know)
I think it's the kind of thing that I need to
continue doing,
and biggest thanks to my parents
for always reminding me
about the nature of Qada' and Qadr.
Allah has perfectly planned everything for me :)
I just need to work hard and put more efforts
to have a brighter future and may all my efforts
be the merits for me to attain the ultimate victory ;
to bring my whole family and me (and Qim ofc) into Jannah,
insyaAllah.
*so much of Qim i know.
*maybe because it's so easy to type his name Q-I-M
*and so easy to be remembered too!
*that's why I can't get him off my mind
(omg is that a pickup line? wow I'm kinda good at this hahahahaha)
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