How to sleep?

I've trouble sleeping nowadays.
I sleep early and will always wake up at 2am
then I will be wide awake at 4am
then I will realise that I'm late for Subuh cause
it's 7.00am already then I have to recover my sleeping time
so I sleep till 9-ish.
But there'll be time I feel extra energetic to not sleep back
after subuh and do the zumba dance
and sleep back at 10am.

My sleeping cycle is crazy.
Maybe it's because there's
this side of me that feel guilty for this
not-doing-anything holiday, I feel weird. Haha
#IBEffect

My routine also differs.
I paint sometimes,
I do some crafty stuff then
I will blog or I will read.

I don't know what else to do.

Till at one point,
I do not know how to sleep well.

Life is pretty weird these days.
I need to do something useful.