It Started Off With Hatred 2.0

If you haven't read the first part, you better do hehe : Part 1

Okay so,
the second part is about this big change in my life,
lol yeah I know you know.

Qim haha,
I hated him, 
like really hated him.

I mean,
I didn't know him in person that time,
I just heard from a few friends,
telling me he's so smart,
but at the same time,
he's so ugh-kind of guy.

Well yeah,
he's so ugh when I saw him.
*ugh = poyo

I still remember the firsssst time 
I saw him, at a camp
where we both attended.
We had to rearrange chairs
and I was standing right next to him
and I wanted to pass chairs to him
and I bet his mind was somewhere else
that time, so I had to call his name.

"Azmi!"

And he was so surprised.
His surprised face made me feel
like I'd called him with a wrong name.

Was he not Azmi?
The Azmi that my friends were talking about!
Was he not the one?!

That's such an embarrassment if he's not
because I was full of confidence,
calling him that.

But I knew,
I was right.

I don't like it that much 
if I've known someone and he ignores me!!!

I mean, 
hello, a simple smile and a hi would be okay!
I had called your name! 
(Don't get me wrong, I didn't have crush on him that time, 
he's not the type-of-guy-I-thought-I-would-fall-for ugh haha)

The camp was held for five days,
but nothing happened, really.

Till this one particular moment
when one of the people in charge for the camp
asked the participants her name.

I mean,
I knew that person's name, but not full name
because she was once a teacher at my school.

So she asked everyone,
none could answer it.

It's typical Malaysians' attitude, 
we don't answer questions when they're asked,
I mean, not in public :P

So she started to point out people.
And the lucky one is this boy HAHA.

 Kesiaaaan :P

His seat was behind mine
and so as a girl who knew his name,
I wanted to help,
so I turned to him and started giving him
sign language,
but we both didn't turn on the telepathy mode,
so yeah,
the message wasn't received successfully.

So she called the other person, Amir
his friend and he too couldn't answer that.

Then the next participant chosen
was ME.

Ugh. This couldn't be it.
I knew I was right,
but not entirely right ughhh

So, tetttttt
I didn't get it entirely right 
and Seri was called next;
we both failed.

But this woman noticed something.
Seri's seat was close to Amir's
and mine was in front of Qim's.

So she was assuming us having something 
but we clearly had zero interest towards each other, 
geezz never!

After the 'lecturing' session,
the good and guilty me 
(cause I was almost right hehe)
went to see the woman,
and so did Qim.
After I salaamed her
then she asked me
was there anything going on
between me and him
and I totally denied that.

She continued,
"Haa mana la tahu if ada apa-apa,
nanti jangan lupa jemput saya :P"

Maaaan,
 hahaha was she a gypsy?!

We (me and Qim)
did talk a bit but it ended there,
at the camp.

3 months later,
he started to text me.
That's how everything started.

But Qim and I, 
we had a very complicated story
and the love-hate relationship
continued for a long time!

Till now forever :P

He can make me hate him
and love him at the same time.
Crazy boy.

Well, I called him Peter Pan because....

to be continued :)




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