This semester,
I didn't know what did I do.
Tbh, I didn't have that much fun,
I hardly socialize with people,
I only watched 2 movies (Baar Baar Dekho and Fantastic Beasts)
and yeah, what did I do?
I mostly spending my time studying,
completing my assignment and instagraming(?)
But my midterm marks were too depressing!
Some subjects I did terribly well, some were just,
the marks reflected how undeserving am I to be in McGill.
There's no in between.
I had two Math exams previously and
1 of them was the one with terrible midterm,
1 was the one that I did well in.
And both of the exams were equally difficult.
*ketuk kepala with all the thick books*
I checked on final grade online calculator
and the notification that I got was
"I'm so sorry, you need 170% for your finals to get a B+, hopefully, they will give you extra mark."
This notification had broken my heart to pieces,
crashing my hopes to dust and
I can imagine the amount of tears that will be flowing from my eyes;
like Niagara Falls.
As for now,
I have to keep calm,
pretend like the curving system will be taken place
sometimes soon
and I need to focus on another three subjects.........
which are.......
harder than the previous two........
HELP
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