I'm feeling pH7

Have you ever felt so neutral about something?

You don't like it or hate it.

I like that neutral feeling.

It makes me feel so professional, very professional.

I don't care at all about making friends,

keeping friends because adulting makes me realize that 

1. I can choose to make friends or have more contacts,

just talk to them when I need them.

2. I don't care about keeping friends or be that friend who stays

because eventually I already know whom to keep and whom should I stay with.

3. I don't feel offended when I'm not invited to go out some friends even though we used to be close, 

I've passed that phase that I care too much about what others will say and think about me.

No hard feelings.

4. New friends can be better friends. A long friendship is indeed very valuable, but it won't necessarily stay forever. Long friendship too shall pass. Meanwhile, I should always open doors for a new friendship, and maybe I will meet better people out there.

5. Those who laugh with you may be the persons who laugh at you when you're crying.

It hurts, doesn't it? But it's life, my darling.

You can never know what people feel and think

because they can be different persons on the inside, be careful.

Pan told me I'm lucky,

to have best friends.

I told him,

yes, I can be lucky.

I'm poor because I don't have many friends.

But I'm rich enough to have true friends

 (you really can count the number with just 5 fingers)